Soldiers Mind
Even though I've been out of the military for some years now yet I still find that i have that soldiers mentality. When I learned the lesson of Gideon's Warrior's it really shook my soul. Their minds were always focused on the mission, not for one moment did they even think of themselves. They were assigned by God to protect and fight for God choosen people. Yet how much of that True Soldiers mentality do I have? In the military I went to sleep at 12am studying and woke up at 5am for physical training. I was the first one for morning exercises, formations, assignments, my shoes were so shiny that on a sunny day they gave people tans, my uniform was the cleanest and not one of my hairs was ever longer than the one next to it.
But what about now....
Back then I was property of the United States Government, a weapon, dispensible inventory.
Now I am part of the Army of Melchizedek, drafted by God to proclaim his glorious New Name of Ahn Sahng Hong, yet my efforts don't even begin to compare. Father Ahnsahnghong please forgive me for my direlection of duty. Please give me the strength and wisdom needed to fight this war "...not against the flesh and blood, but against the powers of this dark world and against the authorities, against the powers of this dark world and against the spiritual forces of evil..." for captive are my Brothers and Sisters, hostage is Our Mother to this flesh. Father AhnSahngHong, as you have appointed us watchment of truth then please give us the gift of untiy that we may keep in mind that the life of a soldier is to "Endure hardship with us like a good soldier of Christ Jesus. No one serving as a soldier gets involved in civilian affairs—he wants to please his commanding officer." until we make our Mother Jerusalem the praise of the whole earth and please our Father Christ Ahnsanghong let us always have a soldiers mind.
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I want to thank Father Christ Ahnsanghong and our Mother New Jerusalem for a great day in learning there truth. When I first went into the truth I always wanted to learn about true God almighty. When I was preached, they had preached to me about Heavenly Mother and second coming Christ who came in the flesh with a new name, Christ AhnSanhgHong. I prayed and worshiped in his name without even knowing him, but today I finally met God all mighty in the Bible. Father Christ Ahnsanghong please hear my repentance of this sinful child. How much you have suffered for this retched sinner. Today during Tuesday service before we sang I looked at my new songs and when I opened it was 168 “I Repent of My Sin”, all of the subjects that I have learned all came together and struck me as hard as a rock. Tears ran down my face and found out that without Father AhnSangHong I would not receive this truth. But by his mercy and his grace I can live once again. Father without you I am nothing thank you so much for saving me. Christ AhnSangHong may all honor glory and praise be onto you, and Heavenly Mother even though I still have not learned about you I believe you are true all mighty God, I will you in the Bible Soon. Until then I will continue to pray for us under the only name that can save us, the only name that gives us life, the true God all mighty Christ AhnsahngHong.
It Was a Beautiful Sabbath Day.
God bless you brothers and sisters. I want to thank Our Heavenly Father, true God all mighty, the second coming Christ Ahn Sahng Hong and our Mother New Jerusalem. Wow, what a beautiful Sabbath day our Father and Mother gave us. We went preaching in between services, I was so happy since I have not preached in such a long time. Spreading the love our Father Christ AhnSahngHong that left for us felt so refreshing. All the services were so powerful today, I am so happy that we know all the truths that Father Christ Ahn Sahng Hong have left has us. Let us continue to believe in Father Ahn Sahng Hong and Our Mother New Jerusalem until we go back home, The Kingdom of Heaven. Good Night my Loving Brothers and Sisters.
My Heavenly Father Ahn Sahng Hong and my Heavenly Mother
On December 30, 2005, I was discharged from the army. I immediately volunteered for the Melchizedek Army. With a humble mind of a new Private, I tried to become trained as the gospel soldier. Even in human society, one must work his way up from the lowest position to achieve a higher position; therefore, I fully embraced my training and filled myself up with many good experiences.
It was not easy to preach the gospel with a new soldier’s mentality. Since I was accustomed to being served as a high ranking official in the worldly army, I was not used to people’s mistreatment of me while I was preaching to them. This made me shrink back at times, but thought that experience, I fully realized from the depths of my inner being how much Father and mother sacrificed themselves for us. They lowered themselves by coming down to this earth, suffering toil, hardship and persecution, in order to open up the way of salvation for their children.
I was fearful because of my lack of preparation. Although I really didn’t know how to preach anything past the Sabbath and the Passover, God still gave me the hope for the gospel. The best of my ability amounted to me just giving someone a pamphlet and reading it to them. But through the power of God, a person whom I preached to, was given the abilities to discern and was blessed to become a child of God.
I realized through this event that the gospels not accomplished by my power or by persuasive speech, but it totally depends on God’s driving force and lifeline. I firmly decided to let God’s word be on my lips whenever I preached. In reality, the only thing I possessed was a passionate mind to preach. In reality, the only thing I possessed was a passionate mind to preach the gospel. I left everything up to God and relied only on God; therefore, Elohim God took care of everything and blessed me with the joy that comes from bearing fruit as their gift to me. Thank you so much God Ahnsanghong and Mother New Jerusalem for your great gift. Father Ahnsanghong and Mother may you be praised forever and ever.
Back then I was property of the United States Government, a weapon, dispensible inventory.
